Poem: Subduction Zone

I wrote this poem to accompany a painting by A. Shah; both were displayed in the Double Take: Art & Literature Side by Side exhibition at the Bankhead Gallery in Livermore, California in March 2022.

Subduction Zone

abstract painting, untitled

When we drop the needle
on the new Charlie Palmieri record,
the signature Antillean rhythm
and montuno motif is alchemy of the highest magic,
even on this mid-seventies release
after everyone’s gone fusion jazz.

Livermore Bankhead Gallery: Double Take: Art & LIterature Side by Side. Art & Poetry, Reception March 19, 2022

Genius, you call it; revelatory arrangements
and percussive intelligence
weave a singular ecosystem,
build a world of motivated rhythm,
fervent, sonic layers adapted to pressures
in the darkest layers of the oceans
where even bones dissolve,

where a palette knife barely reaches,
no bathyscaphe can descend.
Active elements smolder
in this place, this Mariana
Trench of sound and inky water,
a world that bubbles erratically
and profoundly like ourselves,

the most human of humans.
Heated ductile layers roil
just beneath rigid
uppermost crusts, oceanic
and continental. We sense
that particular heat
and I know I needn’t question

what you say about genius:
there's freedom in receiving
this conclusion without argument.
Isn’t it enough
that an oceanic lithosphere
is constantly recycling
into Earth’s mantle?

Come whatever tsunami may,
pure subduction sings in the lightless depths–
I am crumpling against the sound
one oceanic plate makes sliding beneath another,
as the motion seeds future chains
of little volcanoes in this music
and elsewhere.

Dust Bowl Venus, pandemic book baby

My second poetry collection, Dust Bowl Venus, was published on May 2, 2021. Any small-press author with a pub date in the year of our Lord two-thousand-twenty-pandemic knows the struggle: no one is doing in-person events, yet in-person readings are the best venues for small-press author sales.

Somehow, though—my theory is that my friends and community is super-sweet and supportive—DBV managed to land in Small Press Distribution’s Top 20 Poetry Bestsellers in both May and June. Pretty sure it’s not going to happen for July, since the needle hasn’t moved much for SPD sales during the month of July, but that is a-okay. I admit that the small part of me that is competitive would love to have a nice run of Top 20 appearances, but as my darling smart guy says, just be thankful I even made it there at all. And then I feel like a completely shallow fame-seeker. JUST FOR WANTING MORE.

Dust Bowl Venus, from a few places:

SixteenRivers.org

Bookshop.org

SPDBooks.org

(If you are local to Stanislaus County, it will soon be available to purchase from the Great Valley Museum at MJC and the Mistlin Gallery in downtown Modesto).

It’s been described in ways that make me feel good (and also make me wonder whose poetry they’re talking about because imposter syndrome):

“…captures the spirit of the industrious, beautiful Central Valley…”

“…embraces, at times with great resignation, the bones of people and places and things. The Great Central Valley captured by Beratlis is a landscape of wonder where we practically bathe in the tenderness of its dust…”

And these blurbs from sweet, kind, generous poets whose work I love:

“The poems in Stella Beratlis’s Dust Bowl Venus ring with the clarity of a shovel strike against stone, each line cracking against the next, igniting spark after glorious spark.” —Erin Rodoni, author of Body, in Good Light and A Landscape for Loss

“Rooted not just in the city of Modesto but also in the music, legends, and community of the Central Valley, these poems brilliantly reflect a struggle to find beauty in the contradictions of our contemporary lives.” —July Halebsky, author of Sky=Empty, Tree Line, and Spring and a Thousand Years (Unabridged)

“Stella Beratlis’s Dust Bowl Venus animates California’s Central Valley as a postmodern Prometheus, an eco-sapient Frankenstein with whom we wrangle, wrestle, and fall madly in love.” —Rosa Lane, author of Chouteau’s Chalk and Tiller North

The cover art was painted by Merced-based artist, Jim Damron (IG @jimdamronstudio), a cool, sweet guy & self-taught artist who treats Central Valley landscapes and subjects in his work. He went to high school with me and my sister Dena, so this is some delightful full-circle shit that makes me super happy and adds an extra layer of tender history to this book.

The book designer for this project was Frank M. Young, a multitalented writer, editor, artist, designer, colorist, and artist. He coauthored the Eisner-winning graphic novel, Oregon Trail and The Carter Family (book plus CD). A friend recommended Frank to me for my book project because the book uses the figure of the Modesto-based country-gospel songwriter, Hazel Houser, to frame the poems—and Frank is SUPER into traditional music and would be perfect for this particular collection. And my friend was right.

Dust Bowl Venus, poetry stuffs, and other extremely important news

I’m finishing up edits on my manuscript for my second collection, Dust Bowl Venus: Poems, set to be published by Sixteen Rivers Press in April 2021. Here’s the unedited book description written by the lovely Gillian Wegener:

Sometimes the ground shifts under our feet and leaves us stumbling, our world changed. This collection of poems documents that stumbling, that changed world, and also the regaining of a footing, that if not what we had hoped for, is what we live with despite ourselves. Stella Beratlis brings us her second powerful collection of poetry in Dust Bowl Venus. Framed by the lyrics of Modesto-based country-bluegrass songwriter, Hazel Houser, this collection explores the landscapes of California’s Great Central Valley, the landscapes of fear and hope in her daughter’s cancer diagnosis, and the landscape of regret -- what we have let go and what we have gained in that letting go. Beratlis pays her characteristic attention to detail, invoking, for example, Louis Armstrong’s blue kitchen and the hinges squeaking on an ice chest lid, in order to create her complex and lyrical images. She writes, “ghosts/have always been walking/through the spaces of our home” and she has listened to these ghosts. Stella Beratlis’ poems are filled with imagery and emotion that builds and curves and accumulates with the kind of density that leaves the reader breathless, ears ringing with lyric, heart glad for the earth that shifted and granted us these poems.

(Of course I read that and cried—Jesus! Love to Gillian forever for her goodness to me.)

This poetry project has been made even more meaningful to me by the involvement of one Hazel Houser-Spencer—or rather the ghost of Hazel Houser-Spencer, erstwhile Modesto resident and star country music songwriter—whose songwriting and whose relatively unknown personal story has inspired me in an overarching manner as a poet/artist living in the Central Valley.

If you look up Hazel Marie Houser online, you’ll find scant biographical information aside from what’s well known: she wrote songs made famous by the Louvin Brothers and was named Best New Songwriter in 1959 for “My Baby’s Gone,” a bluegrass and country staple which was originally released the year before. She was a divorced mother who later remarried and operated Spencer’s Driving School with her husband. And that’s it! You really have to dig to find more.

Poking around in the online bluegrass universe, I discovered that Hazel Houser played in Ray Park’s band (Ray—later of Vern and Ray, California bluegrass pioneers) and co-wrote songs with Chester Smith and played in his band as well.

If there’s one thing you know about Modesto if you’ve lived here for a long stretch or if you grew up here, it’s this: everyone knows everyone else. We are merely two degrees of separation from every citizen living in this city of 280,000 people. I’ve been talking about Hazel Houser at poetry readings since 2015, when I became obsessed with the Louvin Brothers (SATAN IS REAL, FOLKS), who recorded quite a few Hazel-penned songs. I mentioned her at one reading at the Northern California Women’s Music Festival as part of my preface when reading a few Hazel-inspired poems, and I asked for anyone with knowledge of Hazel to step forward and lay it on me. I got a few bits and pieces, but nothing directly related to Hazel.

I talked about Hazel to my friend, the journalist Scott Bransford who expressed interest in pursuing the Hazel story. My friend, the photographer Jeremy Center, is the nephew of Chester Smith; his cousins might have something to say about Hazel, possibly. But those efforts were never realized. I mean, I am super intrigued about writing some sort of story on the life and times of Hazel Houser—but I’m a poet, a full-time librarian, and a full-time mom, so I really didn’t have time to do anything other than to write poems about her/inspired by her.

But this past summer, as my daughter got settled into the house and hunkered down to do her second year of college via remote operations, I posted something yet again on Facebook about Hazel Houser. This time, though, a friend of mine, Tina Jamison, happened to see it. And Tina was friends with someone with the same last name: one Brandi Houser. Tina connected me with Brandi and her husband Kris. Kris, as it turns out, is Hazel’s grandson, and he was keen to connect me to his father, Doug Houser (also a poet!) so we could discuss further his grandmother and her legacy. So we set up a Zoom meeting that took place at Kris’s house.

By now, I conversed with two of Hazel’s grown children: Doug Houser and his sister Gerry Bell, both of whom live in Modesto. (Sidebar: Gerry is somehow related to Don and Dan Bell, these studly guys I worked with at Foster Farms/went to high school with in the 80s. She doesn’t yet know that I know Dan and Don.) I started on Zoom. A few weeks later, we had a socially-distanced visit with Doug and Gerry in Doug’s front yard on one of the hottest days of Modesto’s pandemic summer. During this visit, we discovered exciting things about Hazel’s work, got to see Hazel’s guitar in the flesh, and looked at the Library of Congress and I am itching to get her name and work back out into the community again. A working-class woman and mother whose words made an impact on people across the nation through her beautiful songs, she deserves to be acknowledged here in the town in which she lived and worked—and beyond. Hazel Houser was a child of the Dust Bowl whose influenced still ripples out into the world. In her honor (and thanks to my dear friend Sara Coito—who graciously handed me the term dust bowl venus when we both seized upon it during a lecture on worldbuilding in science fiction presented at MJC just before the pandemic), my upcoming collection is entitled Dust Bowl Venus. <3

Words as Sanctuary: Poetry as Community

Hello, how are you? I’m fine, just living in Modesto and creating poetry events at my library…the latest event is Words as Sanctuary: Poetry as Community at the MJC East Campus Library & Learning Center. Check out the gorg flyer local artist Andrew Cain created for this event. And I’m so thrilled to present, again, writers from the Hmong American Writers’ Circle, featuring poets Soul Vang and Pos Moua along with Yu-Ha Chao; the most excellent performance poet and REFORMA superstar Aideed Medina; and UndocuPoets collaborator and current Stegner Fellow Esther Lin. This event features an opportunity to have work published in a new little zine that our brave library is pioneering. See the event page for all the details.

…Like a red rubber ball

What in the goddamn hell is going on? Look, an entire year + has passed, and nary a word from my brain to this page was recorded. Lots of things in life got wrecked beyond recognition: my daughter was diagnosed with Hodgkin’s lymphoma in late 2017 (+ underwent chemotherapy, and has been cancer-free now for 10 months, so there’s a happy ending). Then, after that emotional ablation, love came to me and just as swiftly it slammed the door shut on itself. Hey, what’s that I see on the horizon? Oh, it’s me, holding myself up, all by myself, and that's all it ever is.

It’s a miracle to be exactly in this spot, where time is not a straight line but more a dimension on which we travel laterally & beyond, outward, on a carpet or a bedknobs-and-broomsticks-type situation. I love my daughter and am mad with joy that she will graduate high school in precisely 4 months and go out into the world, with courage and spirit that grows out of shit circumstance. Sure as fuck won’t take shit for granted. And won’t take shit, either.

Random, related wonderfulness: I danced next to my friend Josslyn on New Year’s Eve for a time and drank a whisky-infused cup of coffee. I’ve taken up watching a long-delayed teeVEE series with a dear friend. I’ve heard geese flying north in the middle of the night two times in the past week. I drove out in the country with Joe and did some non-adult smashy things that felt really fucking great. I’m writing some lines of poems again, and I am okay with most of the feelings that arrive in my forebrain. I know what it’s like to be held by community: how people brought us dinner for 4 straight months last year so I didn’t have to shop and cook while my daughter and I were home from her chemo treatments in Oakland. How my best friend Gillian hand-drew for me monthly calendars of meal deliveries & brought over an illustrated list of things I can do when I was feeling crap. How my family continued to show up for me so many times, helping with house care and beyond. Considering all of these thoughts, I recently became aware that I might be in a state of happiness. Enjoying this probably-brief excusion into that foreign country. <3